Frustration

I'm very frustrated today.  I was so tired after swimming I just couldn't work.  I barely got the blog out!  What started the frustration was when I plugged in the ActiveLink at was only at 86% of goal!  Every time I've swam before I earned 5 or 6 points!  I'm not sure what's up!


Then with work, we were supposed to talk about a change request this morning at 8, but it wasn't even on the agenda!  The worst part was that I was still so tired I was falling asleep.  I took a quick nap afterwards, but I've just been exhausted all day.  I'm sure some of it was stress, but this is  craziness!

I was stress eating quite a bit today as well and I even gave in an ordered a pizza for dinner.  I've been craving one so badly for the last few weeks.  I'd even bought cauliflower to try a veggie crust, but that wasn't going to do it today.

I went ahead and ate a few slices and then picked at the rest.  I decided it would be best to just order the pizza that I wanted and get rid of the craving. 

I'm wondering if some of this has to do with the 250 mark.   I've always really stressed about that number and I freak out anytime I get in this area.

As I said yesterday, I just need to suck it up and follow the plan.  It will work.  It will work.  It will work!

xxoo

Deb